I can’t fucking take it. I’m literally so hurt and frustrated while everyone else is having a dandy time. Well you know what? I’m done. I give up. I don’t even know why I fucking bothered in the first place. I just wish I could runaway and leave everyone and everything behind me. And if I had the chance I’d take it in a heartbeat. I swear to god if I just had the chance…

Crying my eyes out because I’ll never be good enough.

I am literally so depressed right now. I can’t even stand looking in the mirror anymore. Everyone trys telling me that I’m pretty and not completley hideous and then I see all these awful pictures of me and I literally look like the ugliest person I’ve ever seen. Everyone else in the pictures looks the way they do in reality so I must truly be that ugly. It’s not just about being unphotogenic I’m just ugly and its been making me so upset. This was my senior year and I just had my graduation and I literally do not look decent in one picture. Not. One. Its so depressing to know that I can’t put a new profile picture up or put them all up on facebook because I’m so disgusting. I don’t even want my family to see how ugly I am in these pictures. And its been killing me. Why can’t I just be pretty? Or at least decent looking. I can’t stand looking at myself.

Everything I do is never enough for you.

You’d think I’d have realized by now that things only get worse. Guess I’ll never learn.